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There were plans to open the club - finally - and plans to go to Austria for a few days to see an opera - exciting - and Octavia had been doing better recently, so... Lucifer was in a good mood, actually, when Sunday came around.

So yes, the candles were out again tonight. And a rather imposing spread of seafood, picked up from the mainland. With mango rice, of course.

It was Octavia. Couldn't do without the mango rice.

"How do you feel about the snapper?"

[[ for her ]]

Date: 25 Jul 2022 21:58 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neg] don't make me beg)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia sagged slowly. Her breath was still too quick, too heavy, too -- whatever it was that shook her shoulders?

Oh.

Oh no.

That was a sob.

Date: 25 Jul 2022 22:08 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neg] just gonna cry for a bit)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia tried to hold it back.

It worked just about as well as her attempts at holding other things back, just now. Which was to say, it did not. Just made the next sob louder when it broke through.

Just meant it shook her more when she just let go, and just... began to cry.

Date: 26 Jul 2022 09:12 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neg] crushing)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia made a noise. (In response? Or just coincidentally.) It sounded like a wail.

Her hands finally came up from the mattress, to cover her face.

Date: 26 Jul 2022 09:37 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neg spec] bloody angst)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
It was another thing her body decided to do with no regard for what Octavia wanted. Just... aggressive sobbing, with tears streaming down her face, completely uncontrollable, making her struggle to even breathe.

Inconsolable, because there wasn't any one reason.

(No actual reason at all?)

It was going to be a while.

Date: 26 Jul 2022 09:55 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neg] crushing)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
It was a big ask.

Octavia managed it in a very fumbling, uncoordinated way. Gasping for breath the whole way through.

Date: 26 Jul 2022 10:00 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neg] just gonna cry for a bit)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Hope he liked tears on his shirt! Because that was what he was getting. Among... other things. It was a messy sort of crying that she was doing.

And it just kept going as she pressed against him, curled up in a way that did not seem comfortable but that she did not seem to care about.

Date: 26 Jul 2022 10:08 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neg] crushing)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
It would have been worse without him there.

Not that he could probably tell from the outside, but maybe he'd hear about it later? Once she'd exhausted herself.

Which... did not seem close, yet.

Date: 26 Jul 2022 10:22 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neg] heavy heart)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
It took a while, but eventually the sobs subsided and the shake of her shoulders went with them, and she was just... breathing.

Except she made a muted 'ugh' sort of noise, and said, "Can't breathe through my nose."

She sounded stuffy and hoarse. As could probably be expected.

Date: 26 Jul 2022 10:26 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neg] tired and sad)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I guess."

Even though that sounded like someone was going to have to move, and that... did not sound ideal.

Date: 26 Jul 2022 10:37 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neg] heavy heart)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
It took a moment after that before Octavia actually shifted away from him, and to sit on the bed instead.

Her ass still protested, but she didn't pay it as much attention now.

Date: 26 Jul 2022 11:01 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neg] heavy heart)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia pulled her legs crossed, and rubbed her hands over her face, trying to wipe away some of the tear streaks still all over her cheeks.

Embarrassment was starting to take form, and she felt exhausted.

Date: 26 Jul 2022 11:03 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am tired I am weary)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Thanks," Octavia muttered as she reached to take it.

Her voice still sounded like she was in desperate need of blowing her nose.

Date: 26 Jul 2022 11:07 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] a change of scene)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia managed a little huff. (A little one, and very stuffy.)

She grabbed a few of them at once.
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