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Lucifer Morningstar ([personal profile] my_own_advocate) wrote2024-10-27 10:48 am
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Deck of the Cape Rouge, Sunday Afternoon

This certainly had been an emotionally eventful week, hadn't it? For the first time since Duke... exploded... Lucifer found himself in a decent mood, sleeping in to just about noon before cooking himself up a ridiculous breakfast.

Then there was coffee, and a still-somewhat-asleep Devil wandering onto the deck with a large mug that read 'Nail Satan' and a blanket slung over his shoulder. He sat down, facing the boardwalk, and stretched his legs out.

Sigh. A content one, for once. Not entirely without underlying strain, still, but close enough.

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okteiviakom: ([neu] big breath)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2024-10-27 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Just like she knew he would always want date nights with her?

"Didn't feel... mine. My place."

More in the figurative sense, but it was hard for her to put into words. What with the shame now that some of her thoughts had cleared.
okteiviakom: ([neu] not again)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2024-10-27 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey now, Octavia had been fully aware of her rights with the house for years, and had taken occasional advantage of that. This had just been... a bad blip.

Hence:

"I know. But I felt like, with the date nights..."

She didn't actually want to finish that thought out loud, so she hoped he could infer enough from her trailing off.
okteiviakom: ([neg] shattering glass)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2024-10-27 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"It's not a competition," Octavia objected, obviously not to argue with him but to say she knew that. "I just.. thought maybe I got replaced, I know, it's stupid and I don't know why."

She said the back half of that very fast, with her voice getting a little strained towards the end.

Like she was sorry.
Edited 2024-10-27 17:29 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] i had a dream once)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2024-10-27 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Octavia did not offer up any of her theories out loud.

She just squeezed her eyes shut and drew in another big breath.
okteiviakom: ([neg] heavy heart)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2024-10-27 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah," Octavia breathed. "I think I need it."

And was still in an emotionally fragile enough of a headspace to admit it.
okteiviakom: ([neu] shower fresh)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2024-10-27 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Another breath.

"Right now," Octavia said, "I think I need to... cool down for a while."

Clean up her face, probably, too.
okteiviakom: ([neu] nothing but blue skies)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2024-10-27 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
"Emotionally," Octavia said, and managed the slightest hint of something wry.
okteiviakom: ([neu] new dawn fades)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2024-10-27 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Octavia shrugged. Let her head rest against his shoulder again, not intending to linger.

"Maybe I'll read for a bit or something," she said. "You're still at breakfast. There's time before... date night."
okteiviakom: ([neu] new dawn fades)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2024-10-27 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
"Chof," Octavia murmured. She lingered, just for a few more breaths, then began to pull away. "Right, I'll go."

Her eyes were still kind of red, her face a little puffy. That was going to be the first order of business.
okteiviakom: ([neu] this face is unfair)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2024-10-27 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Octavia let her hand brush along his side as she pulled back. She picked up her cup, then got up.

Then gave him one last look.

"Keep the dinner simple?"
okteiviakom: ([neu] a change of scene)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2024-10-27 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Octavia flicked him a ghost of a smile, and a little nod. Thanks, maybe?

And then, she went and vanished below decks in the hopes of righting her mind a little more.