my_own_advocate | The Deck of the Cape Rouge, Sunday Noon-ish

If there was such a thing as 'critical limit of things to process', Lucifer had hit it sometime yesterday. He had a child, apparently, and his partners doing their best to accomodate her while struggling not to fall apart, and he was still trying to figure out how on Earth it could even happen to him.

So he'd decided to do better today. To try and entertain her, and make sure she knew he wasn't-- that he wouldn't just drop her on someone else and ignore her.

"How about we play some music?" he'd asked. And Aurora had gotten a look on her face.

They'd wound up on the deck, him with a guitar, her with Duke's ukelele that she had insisted on getting and he couldn't stop her from getting because she knew exactly where it was.

It had been nice. Oddly enough.

But now he had retreated to the back portion of the deck with his coffee. Rory was perched on the railing of the ship, looking out over the coast of Fandom, and... still playing that damned ukulele.

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Oh good. He was a struggle to be around. That was what that meant, right? She was Octavia and Lucifer's daughter, though, so trying to argue wouldn't do him any good.

"It's not about you," he said softly. "You just . . . showed up at a bad time."

"I know," Rory said, matter-of-factly. "Seriously. The only person beating you up about this is you."

She dropped to a squat, so she was at least speaking to him face-to-face. "I told you, I have three parents I know love me a ton," she said. "Didn't you hear me just now? You and dad like, pulled some crazy dimensional space-time shit to be there for me when I was a baby, come on. You don't do that if you're not krei about being a parent. So even if you weren't right now, I know you're gonna be."

Duke frowned, finally processing that bit.

“You’re — were you born in Octavia’s universe?”

That was the only explanation he could think of for the need to pull “ crazy dimensional space-time shit”.

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Dammit.

Rory opened her mouth. Closed it. Sighed. "Yeah," she said. "Talk about a really bad case of portal napping timing."

"Jesus," Duke said softly. "You really are used to us being hot messes."

That was actually not the point she'd been trying to make here, Duke.

Rory snorted softly.

"There were a couple of hiccups," she said. "But for most of my life, all of you have been pretty stable and happy, actually. After dad got you all there, apparently the post-napping period was actually, like. Healing. After a whole fuckton of bullshit."

In a different way than Duke was likely to take from that, but. Well. Spoilers.

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"Huh." Duke leaned his head back again and finally thought to take a drink of his iced tea. "I can't decide if that's reassuring or not."

"It should be," Rory said, shrugging. "I mean, sure, I spent the first few years of my life in a weird future universe. Then we came home to the Rouge. You guys still have a lot of shit to get through until you get to me, don't get me wrong, but..."

She shrugged, finally sliding the ukelele out from under her shoulder. "It's going to stop some day."

Duke didn't notice the uke, still too busy looking off into space and sipping his iced tea. He let out a soft little huff.

"You know, me and Luce argue about that sometimes. Whether anything can really go on forever. I've kind of lived my whole life on the premise everything stops some day."

Rory put the instrument down in front of them. She didn't call much attention to it. "Yeah, well, your perception of that stuff gets kind of funny when you're a celestial," she said. "I mean, I'm going to straight-up stop aging in a couple of years, which is wild."

Duke bobbed his head. "True. Though . . . as someone who nearly died of old age before I was even, like, 35, let me just say it has its benefits."

"I'm not complaining. It's just weird," Rory said, and she reached up to poke her cheek. "Like am I gonna stay chubby-cheeked forever or am I going to grow out of it before it hits, you know?"

Duke looked back at her, finally.

"You look beautiful, kiddo. You don't need to worry about growing out of anything."

"Of course you think that," Rory complained.

(Because he still sounded exactly like her dad.)

"Nah," Duke said, giving her a small smile. "I'm the young, messed up version of your dad, remember? No dad-goggles. You're just gorgeous."

He finally noticed the ukulele. "What's that doing here?"

"I spent some time playing with Skaifaya outside," Rory said idly. "Thought you might like having it back. So you don't get bored processing in here."

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“You play,” Duke said, faintly awed. “Do you . . . wanna play for me?”

Oh. Wow.

That got a real smile.

"I mean, sure, I guess," Rory said, to cover for how quickly she reached for the uke. "Got any requests?"

Duke started to shake his head, then stopped.

“Play . . . your favorite.”

"Only if you promise not to tell dad," Rory muttered. "I just spent like half an hour trolling him with Wonderwall."

She reached behind her to close the door. And began to play. "Birds flying high, you know how I feel...
"

Duke chuckled at the trolling, then fell silent, leaning his head against the door to watch her play. After the first verse, he started to softly sing along.

It felt better than the screaming did. He'd have to remember that later.

The smile on Rory's face grew as she heard him join in, and she let herself get caught up in their joined voices, in the music.

That was good.

Maybe she was helping, just a little.

"And I'm feeling... good!" she belted.

Duke watched her, his voice trailing off, and tried to imagine her world. A world where they were all . . . steady. Where they were past all the shit Haven and Heaven and the future piled on them and we’re doing okay.

It was hard. It made his chest ache. And he wanted it so badly.

Rory lowered the uke, grinning wide, and looked at Duke for approval.

And-- right.

That look.

She knew that look.

Duke dredged up another smile for her.

“That was meizen, kiddo. Thank you.”

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