Lucifer Morningstar (
my_own_advocate) wrote2022-04-02 08:38 am
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The Cape Rouge, Saturday Morning
Haven was even worse than all the stories. And so, after the absolute disaster that had been yesterday and its ensuing revelations and fights, Lucifer had - over Duke's initial protests and then quiet acceptance - thrown everyone into the Rolls Royce and driven them home through a bloody portal.
He'd been keeping it together quite well, all in all, he felt. Compared to both of his partners. He was good at that, occasionally, being the one who didn't fall apart at the sight of personal trauma.
So why couldn't he sleep?
He'd given up the fight at some un-Himly hour. Found himself pottering around, lurking on deck, lurking in other places, drinking. Now he was back in the galley, contemplating the last of their scotch, and the inevitability of their eventual return to Haven.
He almost missed the noise outside.
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He'd been keeping it together quite well, all in all, he felt. Compared to both of his partners. He was good at that, occasionally, being the one who didn't fall apart at the sight of personal trauma.
So why couldn't he sleep?
He'd given up the fight at some un-Himly hour. Found himself pottering around, lurking on deck, lurking in other places, drinking. Now he was back in the galley, contemplating the last of their scotch, and the inevitability of their eventual return to Haven.
He almost missed the noise outside.
[[ for the cape rouge dwellers plus one ]]
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He was thinking about maybe hiding in the sauna or pillow room or something.
Or maybe sailing his new boat to China.
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Even if Octavia was just as quiet as he was. Just, eating her fruit instead of drinking coffee.
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"Don't be ridiculous," Lucifer sighed. "I'll just-- show you around the island if Octavia and Duke need a rest."
Because unlike them, he was fine.
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“Not gonna kick you out,” Duke said, a bit more seriously than he intended. “You, uh.” Have any idea what she walked into? “Grow up in Fandom?”
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Still looking at her pieces of fruit, though she was going to run out of them soon.
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It didn’t do to know too much about your future. Or fate or whatever. He could just point to Hsven as proof of that, with Audrey and the barn, and Nathan’s demands to die, and the Crocker family curse —
Ah. There was the urge to scream again. Or pour his coffee down this sink and run away. Back to Haven, maybe, to desperately prove he was useful —
He refused to walk out on a kid, though.
“So . . . what do you do for fun?”
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And didn't know what to do about it. There was a distance here that she didn't know how to get over.
And oh, would you look at that?
That was the last piece of fruit she had left, and now it was gone.
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He was quiet for a long moment, watching the handful of tiny bubbles on the surface of his coffee. Trying to decide if he dared to ask what he most wanted to know.
“Are we . . . happy?”
He didn’t quite. That question would have to do.
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But that wasn't the same thing. So Octavia pressed her hand against the edge of the counter, and listened for the reply.
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"Yeah," she said. Wanting to-- say some things she probably shouldn't, about how hard they told her they'd had to fight for it, about the times she'd ask about some of it and one or all of her parents would suddenly go silent.
Wanting to warn Duke, even though she knew it wouldn't help.
"Yeah, after WW2 ended, you guys wound up pretty good."
But that was truth, too.
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She was Lucifer's kid. She probably had at least some kind of complicated relationship with lying as a result.
"Well. Alright then."
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Like there'd been a test, and they'd passed it.
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She gave Lucifer's arm a little whack. "Are you just going to sit there looking like a deer in headlights forever, dad?"
Lucifer cleared his throat and propped himself up a bit more firmly in his seat. "I am not," he said, "A deer in headlights."
He was still stuck on 'this is physically impossible' and would be for some time.
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Or at least she was trying to be.
Even though she finally turned around now, having exhausted the things she could do at the counter that would give her an excuse to stay with her back to them.
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"You're a celestial, Dad," Rory pointed out dryly. "Didn't you and uncle Amenadiel figure out like a million years ago that basically everything about you is mental Play-Doh?"
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"Maybe at some point, part of you will . . . want a kid with us."
Yep, okay, that was definitely weird.
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Lucifer slumped forward and stared at the table. "Please tell me I haven't impregnated anyone else over the years."
(His brain was probably latching onto this terrible possibility because it was less-terrible than everything else going on around here.)
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She made a low hum of agreement.
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